i spent hours last night worrying about how scared i was that i wouldn’t get an offer for next year. I hardly slept and stayed awake with my heart pounding and the anxiety filling me at the chance that i may not get in. all those thoughts about what a failure i was going to be.
then this morning having to wait all morning and lunch until 2pm when they finally released the early round offers.
and there is was.
"You’ve done it! Congratulations on your offer!"
i spent so many months so scared that i wouldn’t get it, i actually didn’t think about what if i did.
here i am though, so incredibly overwhelmed with joy and not a single person around to share it with.
but i am so happy, non the less this moment has restored some of the faith i had lost in myself. i can do this and i will succeed. i am so incredibly happy!
i can’t believe it. i did it.