the world is our playground

seriously. fuck it all. screw being nice and caring and doing whats right, because you know what! life ain’t fair at all! i tried so hard to be nice and understanding while still keeping what i believe in and doing the right thing, but why the hell should i do that when all he is going to do is fucking emotionally blackmail! i spent too long of my life being emotionally blackmailed and beaten until i had nothing left! until i was so damaged i could hardly open my eyes! i’m done. i’m done trying to be nice and care about what he feels because he knew how damaged i was and he was one of the reasons i got better, just to basically pull it all out from underneath me. so fuck it. fuck him. i am not the person i used to be, i wont ever give in again, i will never let myself fall into that version of hell that destroyed my life.