the world is our playground

so after last nights dramas, i feel very…content :)
things have semi sorted themselves out in my life, sure the fact that the guy i thought i loved never actually understood me, thought my insecurities were stupid and that my past shouldn’t effect me now, things like that. the fact he said those things made me realise how little he ever understood me, although that explains a lot, it could have never worked out, he wasn’t/isn’t capable to understand how much my past effects me and makes me who i am today. 

so today is a new day for me, where i woke up feeling completely different to what i have felt the past week. so today it a new beginning, i am moving forward and not looking back :) today marks the rest of forever.